I hope that you will read my blog one day again. sigh i guess you are not missing me anymore :( i wish i can sing halo to you. i miss you so much. i hope that you will remember every moment together with you. :( remember those walls i built well baby they are tumbling down :(

Sigh i miss you so much. Everytime when i listen to a sad song you are the first person i think of. I wish can sing to you again but i guess its impossible anymore i just hope that theres is still miracle between me and you. Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed. Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.

Sigh hope that you are doing fine. I wonder if you will ever read this blog again i doubt so. i miss you so much i hope that you can come back and used to be like last time i really miss everything about you. i hope that things will change. i miss you so much :(.

Crying the whole day :( you told me everything was just an illusion what you said issit just to avoid me. Our relationship just ended like this I never thought that we would be like this. I wish that you aren't like this but everytime I try you don't give me the appreciation. I did all I can do but nothing wasn't good enough. I really never know that we would lost this relationship. Sigh. It's all because of a word misunderstanding hope that you will know the truth. :(

Sigh everything with you is over i wish i could do something to save this relationship but whenever i tries it doesn't works. i try so hard that if leaving you was a choice that i could have but i can't i really can't i guessed its meant to be this way.

Day after day its drifting away slowly, its like we might become stranger again. i hate this feeling i don't want you to drift away from me. all i can do is try to chat with you but its hard because i get all those reply but even tho i am still not giving up because i don't want to and i want you. sigh hope things will get better.

Today you taught me the basic japanese and i was really happy because  we are talking really very close its like the last time when we always chat whole night, i tot you will be talking to me like it was but when i asked another question you replied me ... and stuff i was still sad :/ sigh i know i chose this path isn't easy but i know i am still going on because i know one day we will be together. i always think of that day to come. i just hope that no one can get close to you again.