This is the only place i can say what i am feeling right now. today was really a bad day for me everything changed. i really dont know how i am just feeling very afraid. why do people still have to break my heart even tho all i did was doing what i wanted. i know i am not a good talker but i tried everything to change but still i was getting cold msg and text do you know if someone put efforts on you and you reply those cold text its really painful. sigh.